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hello .. is there anybody can share some happiness with me ?
i'm lack of that.. and feel like dying..
nobody knows how i'm feeling now.. not even myself..
i'm feeling terrible..

hope that that person can just get out of my life..
or i get out of ur life.. anyway, i wanted to do so , but u dun let go..
let me go pls.. ignore me .. dun waste ur anger on me , i dun need it..

once again.. i got to ask this question myself, what i've to do , and wat shld i do to help myself and u to stop all these nonsenses..
what shld i do , and wat u wan ??
i simply just wan peace and quiet life ..
tell me wat u wan , and i'll do it for u for the sake of my happiness...
seriously , i'll do it for u.. pls tell me .. i wan to know..

i'm going to get some illness if this continues.. i dun wan it to harm me..
ignore me will help..

i guess u wan me to angry rite? believe it or not.. ya my blood is boiling.. i couldnt control myself.. happy le mah?
if thats not the thing u looking for, pls let me know.. wat u wan..

my tone may sounds too gd.. u may think i'm acting or watever nonsenses.. dun misunderstand .. i jus dun wan it to get worse.. i know watever things i do , u'll say i'm acting.. i know that.. thats ur thinking , i cant do anything hor?

u may not be bother to enter my post.. i hope so,
i'll just treat it as venting my anger..

ytd joyce de performance not bad... syco jiu shi syco sound quality so different..
only part i dun like is erhu solo , coz i dunnoe how to appriciate er hu solo de..
sisters' island was nice.. both of them so cute.. like kitty and mimi.. so pro lo.. and pretty too.. their mama must be very proud to have the 2 of them her daughters..

and, i know u dun wan to see me , u think i wan ? joyce is my friend ,i just go to support her, cannot ar? u can go support means whole SCH is urs ? funny..
i know u wan me to disappear forever.. ya, pray tat i die lo.. i die le den nobody will make u hurt/sad/angry/frustrated/disgusted

so dui bu qi joyce, didnt go dinner with her , coz i'm quite tired and dun feel like joining u all.. coz of certain reason.. so i called my parents here.. so sry.. hope she understand bah..

bye..